October 19th, 2012. Might be insignificant to a lot of people but for me it is my daughter's 2-month birthday in heaven.
I still remember very clearly, it was two-months ago when you came to my life, held you, smelled you and kissed you but it was also two-months ago when you left me, said good bye and left me confused and heartbroken.
Two-months ago I wish things were different, hope that day should have never existed. But here I am counting the months that you were gone.
A lot of things have changed for the past 2-months but my heart still aches for you. Still I am waiting for the day that I will wake up, see you and hold you in my arms again.
Woke up this morning and lit a candle for you. I cried. I whispered to you and told you that I love and miss you so much. I prayed and also asked God to take care of you and kiss you for me.
Hope you like the flower I got for you. I plan to bake cupcakes today with your brothers and sister. I love you and miss you so much my baby. For Infinity and beyond~!
XOXO,
Mommy
Blessed 2 month Heavenly birthday Alanna! You are forever missed little one.
ReplyDeletethanks catherine.. blessed 3-months bday to ur Gabriel!
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