I wish I have a special lotion or oil that would remind me of my baby Alanna but I only have a little time with her. If I knew that this will be a part of the 'capture your grief' then I would have applied lotion or oil on her so I have a scent that could always remind me of her. But I still remember how she smelled on that few hours I hugged and kissed her, I don't know how to explain the scent, there is no brand or anything that I can think of comparable to her smell when I last kissed her. I guess it is only me who would know what that special smell smelled like.
Another smell that reminds me of her is that smell when you blow a candle. I guess I've been lighting candles for her for the past few days that everytime we lit and blow the candle always remind me of her. I would say that "Every Candle I lit will always Remind me of my baby Alanna."
| Candle during Alanna's Funeral Visitation |
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| Taken on her first month birthday We released balloon on that day too |